my thoughts in words..

"But then he comes around, and made me understand, that i have never really been inlove before.."


Isn't it ironic that when you've made up your mind to give up on love, someone suddenly comes and let you feel what love really means.. For a change, you find yourself being pampered, loved and showered with gifts and all.. That everything is not the way you used to do in a relationship. this time, it's the other way around.

Yes it's sweet..
But i find it unfair.

There i see him go gaga in expressing his love, saying iloveyou's and hugging non stop.. while i go branding a smile saying thank you..
I do like him.. But i still can't say that i love him.. I don't know if i just can't or if i'm too scared to fall again.


It's unfair that what the past has done to you is being paid by the present.. The one who simply wish to make you happy is having a hard time just because you're afraid you'd get hurt all over again. The saddest part there is when he says that he understands.. He accepts everything and willingly will wait til he finally makes everything allright..


I don't know what to do yet.. All i know is that i'm happy you came and made me feel love again. I'm not asking you to stay, but i'm thankful that you're there..