Answers

- Sunday, November 01, 2015

Have you ever found yourself dwelling, not from a question, but on the answer from the question you've been asking for?
Not in a way that you were expecting the exact opposite answer of what you've gotten, but because you've gotten the exact answer that you have been persuading yourself to believe in the first place.
It's like finally confirming that, all along, I, and everyone else' words were true after all.
And you're stuck asking, "So what do I do with it now?!"

Wierd - i know.




Closure

- Saturday, October 10, 2015


Everyday I look around,

Realizing I'm searching for your face in the crowd.
And everyday i sigh deep,
As I force myself to sleep.

Deprived and robbed,

That's what I want to tell the mob.
You left with no warning, so sudden,
I didn't get a chance to brace from falling.

And now I struggle to stand,
Gather myself and bind.
As I look at the eyes of others
To say I'm ok, it's no bother.

When in truth I'm no better,
Though I know i will be later.
Keeping hold of myself together,
Praying it's now than later.

"Hoping a glance of your gentle eyes,
Wishing for a minute of your deep soothing voice,
A chance of your warm touch,
And a final goodbye to your sweetest smile."

Will I ever get the chance?
To finally finish this dance,
And tell you like before,
That I love you still and more.






> NSM <

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